I'm slowly trying to grow up and change my ways in several things. For instance, living my life through somebody else. Or rather, with somebody else. A guy. I'm done with it. I'm done expecting. I'm done hoping. I'm done waiting. I'm done trying to mold myself in any way to be someone who they'd be happy with. Guys in general, not just one specific. Actually, people in general. (But I have a problem with the guy thing.)

Starting... in a month especially, my life will be for me. It'll be hard for me, but exciting. So much to look forward to. Alone, but alive.