surprise of the decade: i don't play hard to get. if i avoid you, it's for a reason, and that reason is not coyness. sorry. i'm a self-proclaimed bitch. this i know, at least. boo-hoo. someday i'll end up lonely because of this and i'll be wondering why. then i'll get on this blog and read this entry, and remember why i avoided people in the first place. and the loneliness will fade. oh, aren't i just wretched?