I feel like I'm lost, floating, wandering. I'm not right, I'm not fully here. And I have to be alone. It's so cruel the fact that you have to be alone and lonely and find yourself before you can finally be happy with being alone and content in being yourself, but then that's the time where you're "ready" for someone else. I get it all and I agree. I know I need to be a whole person before I find someone else but what if I'm never whole. What if I never find myself. I'll be alone forever.
I'm so tired of feeling like this and feeling so lost and alone.