Things are very disorganized up there, and I feel like I'm missing out on something I'm supposed to understand right now.

I think about space and the vastness of it all and how we're possibly all connected and just the big stream of life and wonder how it all works and where it all came from and where it's all going and where I'll be going and how another state of being will be like. I believe we'll be eternal.

I think of all this and then see my problems insignificant, but when I focus downward back to Earth I realize that I have no idea what's going on down here any more than I do what's going on up and out there.